"Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive"
I am aiming for a wildlife photography job but my true passion is oil painting.
I really want a career doing something I love. Currently am studying Visual Arts in college.
I love to paint with different shades of blue. Prussian blue is definitely my favourite because I can get really dark without adding black and losing vibrancy. I am not really sure when the whole blue paint thing started... I love it but at the same time I wish I could rid of myself of it so I can expand and try other colours. I failed a couple of times at this. xD Perhaps blue is the colour of my soul?? No idea. xD My main goal in a painting is to express some form of intense emotion.
Please do not be afraid to critique my work. I really love being part of dA where artists and can meet and help better each other. I may not agree with everything everyone says but I definitely take everything into consideration. I am here to better myself and meet all different types of artsy deviants. c:
Please drop a comment if you ever want to chat One main thing that I have learned about myself is that I realized that I have this obsession for this unobtainable feeling of the satisfaction of creating something truly outstanding. Once in a while I can taste a glimpse of how this may feel but it soon passes after I let some time pass to take a second look at what I have made. I never see anything I create as finished. My main goal in life is to truly feel alive. I don't know whether creating a masterpiece that I cannot find criticism in or feeling true love or obtaining my dream job of traveling the world and helping animals will fulfill this need, but I don't want to sleepwalk through my brief existence without ever knowing how this must feel. Is feeling alive and feeling happy the same thing?